Good afternoon all. I have not posted on here in quite a while. I have had some various adventures. The first little CD I’ve properly released has happened. It is coming onto online platforms slowly. I had notification of approval last week sometime. As well as this, I have been studying and struggling. Thematic analysis is not something I understand yet. Even though I’m reading and rereading what I need too, in order to complete this assignment in 3 weeks.
Health wise, my pots has been playing up. Not so much with the tachycardia, but annoying fatigue! I’m struggling to concentrate for longer than 10 minutes, even when I’m not studying. When I’m sat with people having ordenary conversation, it’s happening as well! I sort of zone out and forget what they were talking about, or have no memory of it. I’m guessing that’s either fatigue, or absences. Probably fatigue, although I’m not aware for a few seconds of people talking, it’s like I’ve fallen asleep and woken up within seconds! Very odd indeed! I suspect though my pots is the main culpret, and that what I’m suffering from is brain fog. Not seizures.
I have had this for about 6 years maybe longer, but of course, we never knew until 2020, that it was POTS.
I’ve also been trying to hunt down a person trying to impersonate me! On twitter! Yes, they have this site in their bio, and everything to do with me, yet they have scrambled the letters in my username on twitter, just by switching 2 of the letters round. They have also posted my profile picture on there too. Trying to make people think it is me, posting nasty and strange comments on there, to other people. I can assure you, that account is not me. I’m trying to find out who is behind this, as I would like to ask them, why are you doing this? What pleasure are you getting from it? It’s not going to make you look good so you may as well give this up now. And own up to it.
At least though, I still have my close friends, who know it is not me and are trying to report it. I have also been trying to get in touch with a singer for my friend, to try and get a video message sent to them. So far, it’s not worked!
In december, as I cannot get to Lourdes this year, I’m going to Walsingham instead. I have heard great things about this place, located in the UK near Norfolk. I’m looking forward to that. What is going to be the highlight of my year though, is meeting my friend Lynn. We’ve never met yet, but have been friends online for about 7 years or so on and off, ‘because of losing touch with each other. For various reasons. I’m just hoping Covid doesn’t spoil that. So far, I have dodged covid for the last 2 and a half years, but I will not be complacent. I still test myself regularly, just to make sure I’ve not caught it and become ASymptomatic. I still would like to thank those who are reading and following my blog. The new people and the people who have mygrated from my old blog, over to this. I had to delete my old one, due to trolls who seem to have also found their way over here. With help from a friend of mine, I have managed to bar their IP addresses. Unfortunately though, some keep reappearing on new IPs. Have a good day everyone and a happy Easter. To those who celebrate!
life in the darkness 