Winter is finally here. The crisp cold days and nights. The hail and wintery showers during the day. Hailstones that look like peas, with sleet that feels like wet cotton wool falling from the sky. Snow on the other hand, feels like cotton wool that is in balls, falling down, but very cold. I’m sat here, listening to the decorations being placed in the living-room ready to be put up at some point soon.
I had my booster yesterday, so I’m feeling pretty rubbish. I’m starting to come down with a cold. My nose is hurting as well. Never mind though. I do feel a slight tinge of sadness though. Whatever I do, or where ever I go, people are always stalking. at least I know who my real friends are. I had a lovely text from one of my godmothers, which reassured me. I know I’m not the monster they portray me as. I know my life is getting better, my counselling is helping. I’m gaining friends too. Learning new games like Chess, which will help me with decision making and strategies. Learning to think ahead. I suppose I can say, I’m looking forward to Christmas and the new year, as maybe, things will go well and I’ll hopefully be able to meet one of my best friends if I can. She’s stuck by me through everything that’s gone wrong, supported me when I needed it. We have both helped each other. again, thank you to all who are still standing by me. Thank you Annie. For helping me too. You have shown me a lot of good things, like the space-probe technique which really works. .
life in the darkness 