life in the darkness

So far this year, University has gone very well! I’ve just received the score for my first assignment of the year. 50%. I’m quite happy with that, considering I’m not that great at maths, but getting better at statistics. There’s still a neuropsychologist in the making yet! It takes 12 years to train properly, but I’m determined to get there. If I can help others with ABI and other neurological problems with me having one myself, I will do my best. I understand how you all feel, in the misjudgement department. How you are exploited and cruelly bullied. I know the tough times. The suicidal times. The times when you think, why am I here. Why are they all getting cross, when I’ve done nothing wrong. The times you don’t understand where you’ve gone wrong, but no one explains it. The seizures that make you feel so confused and tired. I understand those too. If someone came into my consulting room, feeling like that, that everyone is misunderstanding them on purpose, they were struggling with the whole brain injury and understanding their brain. I would help. I would like to be there in the early stages of neuro rehabilitation. To help them with getting the hang of holding things, speaking, and things like that. I kind of want to specialise in different areas. So people are not passed from pillar to post. I know how that feels too. Things like Foreign accent syndrome, Amnaesia, Other problems like epilepsy, savantism, Other speech and memory issues fascinate me! Greatly! Coma, Catatonia, all of that interests me very much! How people who weren’t interested in music such as classical music, before brain injury, suddenly become interested in it. Wow! All interesting stuff! I will go now for this evening, but have a good sleep and sleep well! Again, thank you to my friends who are supporting me through my journey of study, of understanding myself. Thank you.